HATED

I've seen many things in my eternity
I've felt all the poverty and wealth
In my life - I feel I'm running out of time
I've changed - rewritten and rearranged
I'll try until I die
I've kissed reality and the whole damn world goodbye
As I ponder with the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts I now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your hell
As I ponder in the eyes of a fool
Your deception only to profit you
Someday I think I just may ruin your life
Forever damned on the edge of a knife
I've been tricked too many times
Now I know being cool can sometimes take it's toll
Insane! Ripped off -  losin' my mind
Only to be crushed by deceptive lies
Your deceptive lies
As I ponder with the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts I now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your living hell
As I ponder in the eyes of a fool
Your deception only to profit you
Someday I just may ruin your life
Forever damned on the edge of a knife
So now you put me in a cage
Someday I just may get away
It's like falling in a bottomless pit
Another selfish game of hit and miss
Eyes open! Now I can see just what's happening to me
Sometimes I'm my worst enemy
But if looks could kill you would be dead you see
Still I ponder now you're the fools
The table's turned -  the nightmare's yours
All the strain, it's been rearranged
Having to deal with yourself, now the hell is yours
As I ponder in the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts I now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your hell